“i woke up, and you were gone i did not cry this was a kind of pain that no tears would soothe my mind knew that my body had already been through so much and i did not cry i woke up, and you were gone sheets stained with red and a searing ache ripping through me i never thought i would lose you like this i imagined it would happen years down the road with a graduation cap on your head, a new home in a new city waiting for you with tears in my eyes as i tell you how proud i am of you it wasn’t supposed to happen like this not like this, not this painful, not this soon i woke up, and you were gone i never even got to say goodbye i wonder if you did.”— Anonymous said: could you write about the aftermath of having a miscarriage. feeling nothing but everything at the same time
(cc, 2017)
“I hate myself a bit more on saturday nights”— (via killed-long-ago)
(via being-sixteen)
I can’t keep going on like this, I feel like I’m about break.
Manifesting 101
1. Know what you want: It doesn’t have to be super specific but it can be! Define the experience you want as much (or as little) as you want. This is just a mental activity, you can create a list if you want but it’s just to know what you want. Take it as a brainstorming session.
(Optional but in the long run will make things easier)
1.2 What’s holding you back?: Write every single reason why it couldn’t work, let it all out. Now realize this are stories, try to find their source (did your mother tell you so? Or maybe it’s because things like that don’t happen to people like you?) either way, it’s bullshit. Turn every limiting belief into an affirmation. Write them down, keep them on your phone and read them twice per day for a week (minimum). As you read them make sure to feel what you’re saying. This will help you to create new thought patterns.
2. Speak it into existence!: Now comes the fun part. How do you want to manifest it? Maybe script everything as you want it to happen, visualize your outcome, say “wouldn’t it be nice if…” and forget about it, play and pretend you already have it, do the 55x5 method or maybe the 2 cup method, create a vision board…the possibilities are endless and everything works as good! Choose the one that calls to you right now and put all your focus and energy into it. Make it fun, make it easy, there’s no way you can mess it up.
3. Let it come to you: As a lovely follower said the other day, your order is on its way! There’s no need to stress about when or how it will come. Just know that you said what you wanted and now it will find its way towards you. Think of it as an amazon package. When you keep refreshing the tracking page seems like it never arrives but if you keep doing your own things an enjoy your life then seems like that package came super quickly.
Now it’s time to enjoy your manifestation✨
“If one man can destroy everything, why can’t one girl change it?”
- Malala Yousafzai
“Loving a strong, independent woman is not for the faint of heart… You need to be self-assured and confident in your own masculinity because she will not fawn over you to give you constant gratification or cry down the phone to you begging to see you because she misses you… She is not the type to ask for your help or advice on how best to do something, so if you’re in love your own opinions and the sound of your own voice then this isn’t the woman for you. She is spirited and confident and will embark upon projects and adventures without consulting you; you can either tag along for the ride or not, it makes no difference to her. So if you need to be in control of every decision in a relationship it’s best you call it quits now… She’s not a perfectionist or a control freak, in fact you’ll find her both reasonable and forgiving - but she’s also nobody’s fool so if repeating the same behavior and apologizing every time is the most amount of effort you’re willing to put into the relationship she won’t keep you around very long… But the joy in loving a strong independent woman is knowing that if she chooses you it’s because she loves you – NOT because she needs you. A woman like that learned to rely on herself and stop needing people a long time ago so if she’s with you it’s because she admires and respects you for who you are as a person and not for what you can offer her. If you’re a man who can truly handle being a woman’s equal… then you just might be man enough for a woman like her….”
“Be careful who you expose your weaknesses to. I’m not saying to be so guarded you don’t open up to the ones that are close to you. I’m saying keep your eyes open. If you let someone know what hurts you, pay attention to whether they use it against you or help to strengthen it. Someone who claims to love you yet manipulates your weaknesses does NOT love you. And guess what? They never will.”—
Fuck dishonest friends fuck disloyal friends fuck fake friends
(via hellish-daddy)
